I haven't blogged about my dating experiences. My friends know all about them.
It's funny when I'm married, I am totally faithful. My first husband moved out of my bedroom 2 years before I had even filed for divorce. It was a painful time and I needed my friends' support. I never even looked at other men.
After the divorce was final I got "boy crazy." My friend Susin was relieved when I met my second husband so I would quit talking about men.
My second husband got injured and became quadriplegic on 11/21/2010. In 2012 he wanted to end our marriage to marry his young caregiver. Our divorce was final on 02/12/2013. So I had another 2 years without a man in my bed. Again I remained completely faithful.
I joined my first dating site the day my divorce was final. I figured I had already mourned the loss of my relationship with my husband - first, after his injury and then again after his betrayal.
So, here I am "boy crazy" again. You'd think I would be too old for this.
I'm not going to blog about my dating. I have actually done quite well on the dating websites, even though the younger women try to date the older men. The dates I have had are with men mature enough to know that the younger women are not looking for their companionship. Those women are after their money.
I do consider my life as pretty much an open book. But, my dating experiences are private. Besides, I know my ex-husband reads my blog and he can go get his own thrills. He is no longer my problem and I wish him no harm.
Also, I have given out my blog address to a couple of the men I have met so they can know more about me. I respect their privacy. I keep an unpublished journal for my new experiences.