I'm going to the ASG Houston fashion show today. I will get to see the friends that I haven't seen since before Jim's accident. I hope that I can make it through okay. Hopefully everyone will be too busy with the show and luncheon to ask me lots of questions.
It's really hard for me to talk about Jim's accident and our drastically changed lives. I easily burst into tears. Despite what people say "letting it out" is not helpful. I've cried enough by now. It's not at all helpful to cry anymore - it only deepens my depression.
After the ASG event I will be going to visit Jim and spend the night at the "home."