Thursday, February 17, 2011

February 17, 2011: I don't know what to do.

I'm at a total loss. What do I do to get ready for Jim's homecoming? Am I supposed to go on leave of absence, work myself to death taking care of Jim and Mom or figure out a drug to overdose on?

It's difficult to want to keep on living when life is so crappy.

Barbara Jackson, our case worker at TIRR, told us that we had great insurance. That Jim would be able to get stronger in a skilled nursing facility and then go back to TIRR before he would be sent home. But, Aetna already wants to send Jim home. I left a message for Barbara. Maybe she can help us.

The tears are flowing today despite antidepressants. Life is just too hard.

1 comment:

Peggy said...

Oh Joanne -- BIG HUG!