Tuesday, February 1, 2011

February 1, 2011: What the hell?

I'm at work today and I just can't stop crying. It is so stupid! I have work to do and health insurance to earn.

I called Jim a few minutes ago and one of the nurses held the phone for him. He's doing okay. So what the hell is my problem? I just had to close my office door so people won't see me crying. Nothing has changed. Maybe it's because I know I won't see him today. Life is just too hard right now.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Grief doesn't go away permanently. It comes back and knocks you down when you don't expect it. And then some idiots says, "awe, don't cry. Your mom is in a better place." like that helps. Joanne, just let yourself be sad. You deserve to grieve.