I'm at work today and I just can't stop crying. It is so stupid! I have work to do and health insurance to earn.
I called Jim a few minutes ago and one of the nurses held the phone for him. He's doing okay. So what the hell is my problem? I just had to close my office door so people won't see me crying. Nothing has changed. Maybe it's because I know I won't see him today. Life is just too hard right now.